I feel like shit. I feel like absolute shit right now because all I can focus on is how stupid it is how people don’t want to put forth the effort and mend fissures in friendship or put up with people or try and change for others or even think about how something small might effect another person. And in the end everyone just seems to part ways and go find a new set of people to get bored of or break apart from all over again. It’s a damn cycle.
Am I supposed to be alright with walking through life alone after everyone leaves because I sure as fuck can’t deal with that.